A Sad Influence

As she spoke with some trepidation of her past
It was clear that she had left that part of her behind
Without hesitation or regret
Becoming happier and brighter

I don’t want to fully leave my sadness behind me
It’s deeply ingrained
Mixed with my spirit to make a strong alloy
Distinctive and defining

I like the softness it forces upon me
My sharp corners are rounded
My voice is lowered
And my touch is more gentle

I like the empathy it forces into me
My vision is sharper
My heart is more open
And my soul more easily feels connections

My sadness is not all-encompassing
But it is my constant companion
And yes, that, too, makes me sad
But I wouldn’t have it any other way